Red eyed monster

So all my fears of having a big butt in my dress and sweating in my dress were completely overshadowed by the one eyed red monster I woke up to on Thursday morning. A broken blood vessel in your eye is not a pretty thing. I wasn't too worried about it because everyone said it did NOT look that bad. Leave it up to my 7 year old to be brutally honest, "Ewww mom your eye looks like a disgusting bleeding mess", umm yeah thanks little man-he continued to point it to people everywhere-even the cashier at the grocery store-"My mom broke a blood vessel in her eye, wanna see it? Look at them mom show them your eye". I seriously was over the redness until it started to hurt (I have had two childbirths completely natural and something like pain in my eye can set me off)-I mean seriously hurt at the most inconvenient time when my bestest friends were here for a fun relaxing evening. I should have aplogized then and there before everyone left for my lack of conversation (I was being an excellent listener though) and my boorish behavior about my initially unruly children:< It all worked out I think everyone had a great time including me and today I can actually roll the eyeball around without excruciating pain. I can't imagine what part of me won't look right in another years:)